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[12 Aug 2004|05:55pm]
well here it goes... one week after that last entry and ive decided for sure. im done. my thought process in ceasing to use my livejournal goes something like this:

1) livejournal makes it far too easy for me to make superficial connections to superficial people.

2) the last thing i want in my life are people that say they're going to call and don't, people that say they care but don't, people that will swear that they are there for me and then don't call for months.

3) and finally, the real reason, is that i AM one of those superficial people and im growing quite tired of myself. im tired of being a part of half-hearted friendships and shallow social circles. its time for it to stop.

and thats pretty much it. this is going to be goodbye for a lot of you. but i probably wont miss you very much, and you probably wont miss me very much either. if the urge ever strikes you to contact me my email is godlovesposers@hotmail.com. have a wonderful life.
6 rejoiced because...
nothing is meaningless

intermission [05 Aug 2004|06:09pm]
"God made us number one cause he loves us the best.
Maybe He should go bless someone else for a while and give us a rest."

this journal is closed until further notice.
18 rejoiced because...
nothing is meaningless

this is that new song- badly drawn boy [04 Aug 2004|04:32pm]
And if i knew the answers i would tell you now
Just what would be the chances that i could show you how
If i knew where all the tears were coming from
Add up all the years that you've been gone
This is that new song
I told you about 20 years ago

Do you know what true romance is and could you show me now
Just what would be the chances that i could tell you how
If i knew where all the tears were flowing to
Guide them to a river where i'd swim with you downstream

This is that old dream i told you about 20 years ago

And could you hold me now?
nothing is meaningless

still a little bit of your face i havent kissed [27 Jul 2004|11:15pm]
"Stones taught me to fly
Love, it taught me to cry
So come on courage,
teach me to be shy.

cause its not hard to fall, and i dont want to scare her.
its not hard to fall and i dont want to lose...
its not hard to grow when you know that you just dont know ."
nothing is meaningless

[26 Jul 2004|12:45pm]
haha i went outside to drive to guitar center and my stereo is gone.

i hope somebody, somewhere is listening to jay-z or 50 cent on my stereo and really enjoying it. : )
10 rejoiced because...
nothing is meaningless

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